Life Begins At Mum.: Diary entry #3 "vlogging"

Tuesday, 30 April 2013

Diary entry #3 "vlogging"

Dear diary

Today I was encouraged by a friend to set up mine own vlog & share my story. this of course gave haters ammo to have a bitch! (silly immature people) apparently i'm a "copycat" I mean how pre-school can you get? i'm a 25 year old women with my OWN life, why on earth would I want to clone the life on some immature teenager that thinks she's sooo much better than everybody else, sheesh!

anyways, so far I have posted two videos to my vlog & I am currently working on my third.. I am having to really think up some decent material for this one though as I just tended to completely waffle in my second video (hehe) I need to start writting down what I want to say beforehand because as soon as I click "go" on the camera my mind totally blanks & the amount of times I say "erm" is laughable!

Oh also, if you read my previous diary entry then I just want to let you all know that we now have a brand new TV & it's mega sexy ;)

2 comments:

Unknown30 April 2013 at 13:40
oh dear - hope you're not discouraged ;) and glad you got a new telly! x
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Me, My Children & My Blog.

My name is Jharmain Mortimer (my friends call me Jharr) & I have suffered with depression since I was 19 years old. I have had some hard times, but I have also had a lot of good times, & I am also blessed with a full time, energetic, six year old little boy, Joel, & our very cheeky but adorable 2 year old little girl, Felicity.

The hard times have taught me so much & have helped me to become the wife & mummy that I am today. I still have a lot of bad days, but I also have a lot of good days! It is the amazing support from family, friends & my Facebook Page & waking up to my two beautiful children everyday that makes me want to fight & become a stronger person.

Originally I set my blog up just so that I had my own little bit of personal space for me to vent, rant & get my feelings out, but then since setting up my Facebook Page & so many people telling me how my blog has helped them, that has then spurred me on to make something of my blog & to help others, to spread as much awareness as I can for the mental illness that is depression & anxiety.

The majority of my posts are of me talking about my life in general, the joys of being a mummy of two, a housewife & living with the ups & downs of depression & anxiety. I would like to think that maybe other people reading my blog that suffer the same as me or similar conditions find piece of mine & no longer feel alone, because none of us are alone & hopefully reading my blog, will help them in some way, because my blog really is my way of coping & anyone who chooses to name call & label anyone for having a blog are only labeling themselves.

#AlwaysRemember: Depression & Anxiety isn't weakness, nor is it anything to be ashamed of. Depression is a sign of strength. because it means no matter how weal your mind might be to you, your heart is still strong enough to feel. so hold your head up high & always be proud of the person that you are!